It is October already. Just celebrated Pete's 59th birthday.
It seems such a short while ago that our lives collided. But no it doesn't. WE have been together forever.
I have decided that I feel great. The weather is cool and unpredictable. Weather does get me down but I seriously need to loose weight before the onslaught of summer. It is cool for spring. As I read the blogs from others in the US their fall has just arrived and they all seem to love their fall. For me it is summer. Memories of my youth. swimming. the sun. the sand at the beach. wearing a bikini. brown deliciously young skin. mangoes. grapes. holidays at Port Macquarie when our girls were little.
so much has changed. so much is out of my control.
my dreams continue. my wishes for my beautiful daughters who are now very grown young women.
i think i try to fulfill my dreams with my shopping and my purchases.
i do love my house. i sit down and think of the reasons why i would like a fresh new house. do the reasons for a new house outweigh the reasons for staying. they must.
i'm getting cold in this darn room. must be coffee time.
i am thankful for so many things. i donot dwell on nature and 'good people'. i believe the only good people are my 3. i'm not. i have a happy life with my darling. my girls are a source of pride. we have our home our work our ability to fulfil a few dreams.
today the sun is shining after a wet week end. i get so much energy from the sun.
we drove to newcastle to see that lovely house again. just as wonderful the second time around. the salesperson was horrible to me. why are people horrible to me. do i encourage this attitude? what do i do wrong?
am eagerly waiting for the postie to bring some of my lovely items from etsy. there is so much great stuff.
ahh. finally a sip of my coffee. it smells great and tastes great.
my black shawl is warming me up. i feel good again.
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